Monday, April 19, 2010

My god there are sissy babies in Portugal?

Well, at least one that I know of... me. I am not going to do a post with all the definitions on Infantilism because that is already posted on several sites, if you want to know more about this amazing (although somewhat unusual) fetish I suggest you read the information on this site. Although if you would like to know something about my perspective on the myriad of things inside this fetish, please feel free to comment.
A bit about me: I am from Portugal, in my early thirties, have a decent job with lots of responsibilities, I am not married but live in a long term relationship (almost 13 years) with the most adorable girl in the world, and that's pretty much what I am going to share about my real persona.
The person that I live with knows about my fetish and is my mommy. Although she participes almost fully by now, it has not always been so and we did strugle sometimes with her acceptance of this side of me. Things still aren't perfect (I am a very spoiled and demanding little girl) but we are getting there, I believe that love conquers all, and that we have.
Hope this serves as a little introduction, more to come.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

First Blog Post

I am not sure were this blog is going to go. I have started writing this blog because sometimes I do feel very lonely about this side of me, and in some ways writing this blog will have a way of sharing my feeling thoughts and experiences with the rest of the world while maintaining my anonymity. My intent with this blog is not to shock anybody with this fetish (or lifestyle if you prefer to call it that)but I do feel the need of expressing my sissy baby side to the world, much of it as to do with the pseudo shame that I still feel when assuming my desires. So this is some sort of therapy for me :), I'm writing this for myself so even if no one reads it it'll serve it's purpose, saying that it doesn't mean that comments will not be highly appreciated :). I plan to maintain my anonymity throughout this blog so do not expect to see photos, videos or information that in anyway can have me recognized. But if this blog serves in any way to start shedding my fears of people judging me you can expect me to start sharing more. My next post will be a bit on my history until now. It will take more than a post but I will have to start somewhere.

P.S. Please forgive my writing as English is not my native tongue, next post I'll tell you were I'm from ;)